February 2012
I fear .
As much as i miss you is as much i tell myself you are not worth missing .
That soft spot .
I just need to apprieciate what i have now . Thanks allah for everything .
Something you just cant let it go .
Just wish for the best :)
January 2012
Turning 19 .
Wish not granted . Good night .
” that idiot “
“you might deny it but i know deep down in you, you are still in love with that idiot ”
Those words i say it is all false but i know it is partly true .
Just remember .
I hold on that i bet no one else could .
Pretending not to care but actually wanting to...
Cause that voice suddenly paused everything. Makes my heart stop . My stomach flutters .
The strangest part when a stranger can make you feel completely complete .
The question is why
Love is a big big word .
I fear love